Spring's in Bloom

Y'ever notice how absolutely amazing the change of a season is? especiall from winter to spring. that is the most glorious and satisfying change of all the seasons- from cold and stale to fresh and new.

i just recently began to notice how drastically the weather effects my mood. on a beautiful, warm, sunny day, i am happy, i feel productive, i feel apt to get up, get out, and enjoy the day. i smile more. i try to brighten others' days since the sun is obviously shining on me.

so how do i transpose a bit of spring into every day of my life? how do i capture the spark of delight and cheerfulness spring brings on those gloomy days? seems like my life is being rained on fairly heavily right now. things arent going right in many ways, i can't seem to get out from under this dark cloud. however, i can't completely complain. many things are going right. i am so damn busy and involved in so many things right now. and when i'm busy, i'm happy. yet, there is still something unfulfilled in my life. and, i can't exactly pin-point it.

i'm going to try something new. i'm not going to do anything about it. i am going to sit back, proceed with my daily routine and wait for whatever it is that has yet to come to find me. i have the sense that something big is coming, and good things come to those who wait. so, hopefully with the change of a bitter season into spring, a time of growth and rebirth, my life will grow. i will grow. something new and exciting will blossom. perhaps it's just a faint hope just like my hope that the sun will show it's face in the morning. but, some things you just sense.

it's like i have a fifth sense. my boobs can always tell when it's raining. oh mean girls, i love you so.

You are the sunshine of my life kiddies!