Outlet

SO...

here i find myself once again: the computer-age, self-pitying, should-be-off-my-ass-doing-something-better-with-my-life, lonely recluse with a self-inflicted chip on my shoulder. did i mention the bitter taste settling in the back of my mind from the monotony of my current daily routine? or the fact that i am stuck in a rut of "am i making the right choice?" or what's worse is that i cant ever seem to find the answer?

SO...

of course, being the product of my generation, i turn to this wonderful art of blogging once again. far from the generation of "movers and shakers" (to coin my friend lee's notion) who incited riots and demonstrations, organized protests, or simply involved themselves in civil work when complacency and unrest settled into their minds, i have found comfort in my ability to sit right here behind my keyboard and type my troubles away to a faceless audience (orperhaps no one at all). maybe this whole personal blogging thing is just a new wave of therapy for people to mentally vomit the built up shit weighing heavy on their sanity. maybe it's just me. we all've know i'm crazy for a while now.

so...(i use lowercase to segue into my grander scheme. SHIT, IM WACKY.)

i have decided to start posting once again...FOR MY SANITY. basically, to cut out the bullshit, i am bored, i am lonely, and i'd like to vent. i use to actually like writing on here, so maybe there's something to this whole blog-therapy idea, and maybe it just might work. indulge my grand ideas of writing genius to come, and keep in mind my mind is a little out of practice and focus. i'll mostly write about ideas that strike me as i did when i started out more than a year ago.

maybe i'll follow through with something for once.

(interestingly enough) happy to be back, kiddies!