Wrong Impressions

Woah, 2 blogs in one day!!! (technically 3). carazzy. i promiss this won't be as long as the last one. in general i'll try to cut down on length, cause i feel these take entirely too long to read. what can i say, i have a lot on my mind.

i just wanted to say that i've been really hard on myself lately in these previous blogs. people who don't really know me reading this are probably like, what a depressing loser.

i feel i need to clarify. and to clarify, i have to ask you to allow me this one time to boast about myself. i promise it won't happen again! i am a FUN guy. at least i try to be. i'm one of those people who likes to make "witty" comments at opportune times in conversations. i thrive much better in large group situations. for some reason i just feel more comfortable and am able to entertain larger crowds.
i regret to say this, but i'm kind of an attention hog. i love to be in the spotlight. i suppose that's why i love to act. so, i love for everyone to focus on me and laugh at my antics. i really can get pretty crazy sometimes. no conversation topic is off limits to me, and i suppose i'm rather graphic sometimes. sorry.

this is exactly why i hate to do this, because i sound like a jerk. i sound like everything i hate. but i just feel as though i may be giving some people the wrong impression.

honestly, those who know me will attest to all that i've said. these arent necessarily all my words. my close friends have psycho-analyzed me quite thoroughly.

i suppose people don't get to see this true me until they really get to know me. i am shy. no denying that. i'm workin on it, tho. but once you get to know me, i try to be as crazy and fun as possible. at times, i can also be outspoken. can't help it.

so, i hope people feel as though they have a better impression of the me that my close friends have. if any of you B-More peeps are reading, i hope you'll comment. i'm sure you all can give a much more accurate picture of me than i can. an outsider's opinion will be more honest anyway, tho i really am trying to be honest here. i don't brag about myself often, and if i do, it's in a joke. this was my one splurge. aight? cool.

Talk to you all tomorrow kiddies!